Instead of dwelling on those people whom I previously mention " did not mind ", focus shall now be centered on those that that care.
It's not as if I didn't try my best. Haha. I remember how I was always the one who initiates but I always get declined ( most of the time).
Oh well. I saw a quote somewhere which stated " Girls, don't change for your boyfriend. Ultimately, you'll turn into a person whom you don't even like"
Similarly, in this context, I admit. Yes, I've tried way too hard, countless times in fact, to blend in ( oh come on aren't you guilty of that ) last time.
Perhaps, my past impatient personality w over bombardment turned you off too.
Yesterday, Jalene approached me and asked if I wanted to photocopy and bind Chemistry compiled papers 2010 from other schools.
I believe that the last time me ( will have acted on my Aunty + Kiasu instincts ) and eagerly agree to it.
However, the current more rational me realise that it will bring on additional stress ( should I not be able to complete it)
True testimonial above haha.
Coming back to Le issue;
Sorry but honestly, I'm tired of being the first and only one, to step out of my comfort zone to resolve such issues amicably.
Oh btw, did I mention that this could be a one sided account? Maybe you could offer me another version.
If you even bother to.