看开一点.

Googled on some terms which I supposed I was plagued by and it turned out...

Too demoralising.

Yeah I know it's just prelims.

Yeah I know too many mind issues distracted me.

Yeah I know I am probably still trying to convince myself ( living in self denial) that I can.

IT'S ALL IN THE MIND.

Oh and to add on.

Must you keep appearing in my life , creating a ruckus and all that nonsense without fail whenever my majors are approaching.

Forever and always.

I will be a stronger person who will be in control of my emotions.

God, please see me through this.

Unavoidable yet Invisible Barrier

Idk why you all are so insensitive or perhaps it's me who triggered all your actions nowadays.

Logging back onto twitter is not only time consuming, but demoralizing as well.

Well. Shall not harp on the same string anymore. Happy venturing into your new buddeh system.

Oh PS you didn't even ask me out.
Not capable enough to fit into that League?

Don't even actually mind the fact that I can go home myself anymore.

You all have constructed this invisible barrier and you don't even realise that. Because why? You don't even truly care about my existence.

SN S4 Reflection day

No cohort photo was taken ( wrong assumptions)

Spent meaningful time today listening to testimonies since I left HOG and felt impacted by these sentences

IJ Lady : " Escapism from reality via immersing myself in hectic work"
" You have to learn to have courage to face your own issues"

Married couple : " Remember, no parent will ever not love what they created"

Sigh so this morning. Once again, Le sentimental me experienced those negative emotions again.

Hurt, betrayal of trust.

Truly feel like I've drifted from God ( stating the obvious)

As Principal Mrs Tan has shared so accurately " No one can insult you unless you allow them to"

It's about perspective.

To add on, I hugged Mrs Fung, Mrs Ong, Mrs Tan Wai Lan , Mdm Suah, Wang Lao Shi and Mrs Brenda Tan..

Tears actually welled up in my eyes.
Oh why am I so emotional.

I'm truly appreciative and thankful for all my teachers who have nurtured me to allow me to become who I am today.

Above mentioned paragraph is why I mean from the bottom of my heart.

Shall end off abruptly yet again. Thanks for reading ;)