Talked to Heidi last night
Sigh honestly i can't even be entirely sure of who will stay in my life
Reading Qiu's blog about how to become "famous" thru Nuffnang led me to think about how much I neglected my blog over the years :(
I promise to pursue blogging again after O's ( more professionally as a memory's keepsake for myself too )
/sidetrack/
Will be using A and B to denote names
Talking to A made me think of why did I make such rash decisions which eventually backfired and triggered some resentment till this day ( further aggravated by our conversation )
I have no idea what your intention are but ugh. I can't confront you neither can I run away too. :(
Talking to B made me realise that no one stays and you need to learn to do things yourself. Not to be overly emotionally reliant on anyone either. Whatever. Sounds "common sense" but sigh :(
Your words are like a dagger :(
But I shouldn't be feeling this way