Yesterday marks the end of Sec 3 life , technically.
Unfortunately, Intensive Chinese Lessons awaits the Sec 3 cohort in prep for Chinese O's
I realised this, about only recently.
I talk about grades, and grades, and only grades all the time.
Honestly I cant blame anyone if they wont like/want to interact with me in any way cos' I totally understand now. Screw this.
How many times have I promised myself to change to move on and all that small things that are not even significant to the eyes of some people.
How many times have I told myself to stop feeling inferior cos' it was my results, and my choice that I came into this situation, this school.
I suppose I contradict myself a lot most of the time, my life is like an emotional roller-coastal, subjected to changes at the slightest thing and I swear it's so hard to bear, so hard to bear.
Sigh on a lighter note, at least my uncle has agreed to teach me Amaths for next year!
And thank you Coco, for reigniting that spark in my CCA-interest, honestly.
Sometimes I don't even understand know how I survived all these.