I could tell that you could tell that

Captured the picture randomly. Like honestly I just pressed the shutter and it generated this..

You know sometimes it just seems like I'm becoming the shadow of someone, totally incapable of expressing how I feel into words because I'm just too broken inside

And if you think I blog for attention. Screw you, no I don't. It's just a way of.. awkwardly expressing myself

I wonder who still bothers to read this space.

And to you.
For weaving this tale of a girl and a boy being just 'sisters and brothers' and eventually quitting cos you wanna study for your majors and you thought that I was annoying the crap out of you just cos you first created this space whereby I could just confide in someone. And no. You chose to find another person, or should I say, sub cos you didn't dare to apologise initially but when you did eventually it wasn't sincere and you gave up just cos what, I was too shocked and overwhelmed to accept it?

Okay can.

And no, I didn't fall for him, so don't even think about judging.

I've got my heart set

Hi Uncle!!

You definately wont be reading this but yup.
I really wanna express my gratitude and thanks for your AMath coaching these few months!

Eight weeks of determination, intense practice and revision, throwing questions at me to ensure that I understand the concepts, and everything else that you practically went the extra mile for!

Thank you for helping me to improve tremendously really really really!
Dont wanna mention here my grades cos it's sensitive but yup!
21 marks improvement, all thanks to you Uncle!

My 10/11/11 12am-1am was spent tossing and turning in bed
It always happens before Major Exams not good not good Jaslyn!

On the morning itself... I really felt so anxious nervous, you know what I mean right!

Then.. unlike the usual days that I skip breakfast, I took that morning.
As I left home I had this really really bad feeling that I left something at home.
Dictionaries, Pencil Box, Last glimpse of my notes etc etc

It was only when I reached the bus stop that I realised
I left my mum's love-packed fried rice for me!

I was totally not calm because I knew I had to reach school by 7.15am 
so I texted my mum to pass me!

Total Panic-Attack cos there was a 10min delay.
Shall not elaborate here.

 Crossing fingers that I'll get an A1... hope pray!! Everybody else too ^_^

On another really random note!
HOGC, I really really miss you.

I wanna go out with Crystal.Natalie.Grace.Priscilla.Literally F61.

No more selfishness.
Live for Others.

The rain ain't stopping us

Spent my 12/11/11 with my sis, mum and May Teng at the zoo.

Honestly. The slight drizzle got heavier and heavier, eventually forcing us to give up on the umbrellas.
okay okay they were influenced by me.


 Summary for today, whoops yesterday! 

EM tuition work till 1am > sleep > EM Tuition > Amazing lunch prepared >
Sexy bus 138 atw to the zoo > Memories of me in the zoo with family > Pictures after pictures after pictures >
Travelling home > Botak Jones Fish & Chips, Hokkien Mee,Fried Carrot Cake for dinner >
Monopoly ^ Monopoly Deal ^ Game Of Life ^ Scrabble > Texting Xinyi and Kaiwen >
Uploading photos > Facebook-chatting > Blogging.

Quote Heidi, 'Insecure wreck, yup'

For what, I tell and ask myself sometimes. Insecure to this extent for
who what huh.

My life. I'm overwhelmed by what I've achieved this year.
But still not satisfied. Did I even try hard enough. Why cant I please myself.