But well, since you made it that way, we have to accept it.
Till now, I still fail to comprehend why you left us in the first place.
Contrary to the above said two short paragraphs, I left an organisation, but with reasons. Till this day, some regrets still surface of what could have been but really detest myself for not standing up and being stronger to all their cold treatments.
Being absorbed and thrown into RTs after RTs isn't exactly a bad thing
Not only do you get to reinforce facts ( stating the obvious ) but also at the same time neglect superficial stuff ( judgmental comments what not) from the outside world.
Dance module for this term and so far everything's pretty amazing and interesting. Jazz , Time for Miracles , Adam Lambert, Mdm Lim, Dance studio.
Free time abets more time to let your train of thoughts to wander carefree.
Am really grateful & appreciative of dedicated teachers ( EL, A/E-M, HCL , Chem)
Needless to say time is running out ( time inversely proportional to work load. ) Seemingly getting caught up in dreamy post O's ambitions ( get a job , catch up with life , acquire so much more skills)
Sidetrack
Emotional turmoil went through somewhat put me in a better and less vulnerable position to face up to reality and overcome challenges (learning not to care that much about other's comments , " you can't please everyone". )
HOGC with Jayesslee last weekend with Rs and tried Mc Spciy for the first time. Caramel Frappe FTW too.
Was separated from Jingwen and it was awkward when your ex third language friend ( ex since I quit moe LC already, regrettably ) approaches you and ask if you have a deeper r/s with him. If you know what I mean.
Read through our past messages ( A & B) and realised all the misconceptions we were giving to others ( A for O's period back then , B for O's period now)
Morale of the story is that some people leave to make room for better people :)
Trying to store all I can as a reminiscing point for me in the near future :)
Qing gong Yan on this coming Thursday and not exactly knowing what to feel. Encompasses and harbours my 3.5 years of SNCO memories ( be it good/bad) [ subconsciously thinking of how Mrs Tian reminds us time and again not to be vague and talk in long sentences ] and no word can ever describe how I feel.
Liuqin Instrument Leader '12, will you be ready to shoulder the responsibilities and rise up to carry the burden of having no red badge ( sec 3) to be alongside with you?
Guess some things have yet to be sorted out.
Have yet ( till now) to muster the courage to confess to you everything ( confess always brings about some connection to liking someone but no in this case). How you left both of us behind and without thinking sat with the rest. Will you even be reading this?
Am seated comfortably with the ever so elegant Ms Xinyi rn in class. A good motivator, strength of support, responsible girl.
Finally had a closure to Physics SPA last friday of my entire secondary school life ( could still vividly recall how badly my emotions were managed during SPA I and broke down after seeking help from teacher ) .
Sports carnival '12 was undoubtedly the best with all the cheerleaders and their sexy moves :) though green's the first from the back 💚 , I spent my 10th and last sports day in SN with no regrets [ Pocari sweat + sunshine cocoa hazelnut bun for refreshments oh yeah ] . Blue house props were really pretty. Rained and teachers' race was cancelled which was such a pity and disappointment.
On a much lighter note, I'm learning to embrace Mrs Tan's "Positive Supportive Considerate "values and have learnt to say " I can't solve it YET" ESP for physics Qns :)
Keep moving Jaslyn, don't let yourself down. Most importantly, keep the promise you made to B.
Finally, may God bless you always wherever you are. Though you may have left us ( not referring to the previously mentioned person at the start of this post) , a part of you will always remain with us. Take care and manage well.
Learning to take things one step at a time.
