Halfway through

Second day of killer week officially dealt with

Feeling rather thankful and relieved
Yet at the same concerned about the bell curve issue which may arise

Shall leave it all to God

Felt the presence of HS when Mr Teoh prayed for the entire cohort
It was so strong, something that I did not felt in a long time.

I can do this I can do this!!

PS I'm the only one [ ( thinking of BOA's MV haha - sorry my humor sense is bordering on awkwardness ) after asking at least 10 people ] who did NOT attempt the organic chemistry question :( :/

Tbh... Ah well.

It's over :) I trust in God, always.

Stay sane and play on

Being too nice gets people somewhere ONLY when the other party appreciates your efforts

Prompt texts/ sourcing for badge designs

Why am I so dumb

Reverse psychology

Incoherent sentences make sense if you can grasp the meaning behind the lines

Dislike it when someone ( yes even just ONE) brings my so hard to build confidence downs by telling me I'm only capable of yet another grade

HAHAHA whatever.

It's in my mind it's in my mind

Maybe he's working reverse way to trigger of my ignition to work even harder

Hahahahaha unfortunately; it doesn't work.

Or does it? Subconsciously?

What does fate have in store for me

To never check your answers after an O's paper no matter how tempting it is!!!

Vexed

Extremely annoyed to the extent that pimples are developing on my face at an exponential rate, even faster than rainforests in Kalimantan are experiencing deforestation.

A very one sided viewpoint here

Let it go huh.
Wo hui de :)

:)

Drained and burnt

I wish I could say that it is in my mind to go in for the kill

I have absolutely zero interest to do anything now

Save me

Please

IF I CAN'T BE HAPPY I MUST BE HAPPY

NTS

To NEVER allow anyone's words, especially the acid words formed based on a one time incident.
( which I apologised for already but she declined and went to disseminate to others )

To not have any slightest tinge of concern over your well being
( which is seemingly contradicted by mentioning you here )

To truly grasp the meaning of learning to KAN KAI YI DIAN

Precede

So this is why first impressions formed will always stay and stigmatise someone OH WTP

No matter how that one person attempts to change.

Happiness doesn't find you, but created by yourself.

Self explanatory, :)
I can still manage a smile afterall  >:)

OOS

This bag needs to be restocked urgently pretty please :(

Why is it that all the bags that I caught eye on will always be OOS :(

Those times when love's what you hate

Train of thoughts ran through so many incidents.

Friday wasn't spent very nicely :(
Thankfully, I actually leant not to be so Wei Qu easily :/

I detest how during late nights...

Ugh.

" Harboured no intention of doing intensive research on you, it simply appeared on my timeline" >:)

PS I want these shoes so badly!! :(

Screenshot 1 : A/B/C
Shot 2 ; C

AHHH I wanna fulfil post O's ambitions so bad so bad.

Obvious signs of Bipolarism ( if that word even exists)

Till then '

Jingwen @f_lyaways

I thank God for letting me meet you. :)

Happy 18th birthday!!

Though I sparked off some really trivial superficial issue recently.. Thanks for being accepting ( as always)

💙💙

Second Option

Disclaimer: This is not a baseless accusation.
Nor is it an assumption based on my own POV.

I don't presume that I'm being paranoid.

Tbh, it's not about how you went MIA.

Ugh. Shouldn't have done your card despite this hectic schedule.

You don't even appreciate me as an individual and as a friend.

Whatever.

You held my hand and walked me home

Why did you have to go?

Got distracted by trivial and superficial issues again.

Triggered by cancellation of plans for three consecutive days, for a valid reason ( probably pms >:( )

Extremely guilty to whoever who thinks that I treat them as a second option.

I did not.

what the Milo.

Too weary to want to rectify anything.

Sigh whatever.

As Jermaine has said.

FOCUS.

PS ; Running 4 rounds served as an extremely effective 'take-your-mind-off-studying" method.

Official Last Day

I'm two days late but nevetherless.

I have donned the SN Uniform for 10 years.

Since the day in 2003 [P1] I stepped into the compound, I could vividly recall stepping into the forum area and dancing to the family dance.

Shall not narrate my life story here ( visuals > words) hence.

Let the photo roll explain my S4 journey.

PS; number of frequency each visual appears is not directly related to how important the person means >:)

Hahaha Wtp. G'night

Probably the only person who stays up to wait for replies

Stuck between the nostalgic and the guilt feeling that overwhelms.

Can't help feeling this way.

Trying too hard gets one nowhere

# Don't need an apology for what you all have done

# Don't need approval for what I've proposed

# Don't need a change in tone and attitude

# Don't have to be dependent on you anymore

# Don't need to feel that acute pain of departure every time your name is mentioned

5 issues tugging and weighing me down recently and since almost forever.

Full Moon

Even looking at the full moon the night before reminds me of your blog post dedicated to me

One year ago

It's time.

PS Recurring dreams about you isn't exactly helping.

Happy Sweet Sixteenth Jalene!

Actually doubt that she'll see this post on her own hahaha. But here goes:

Tbh, I haven't been an entirely fab friend ( for all those times I've MIAed etc). Actually there's more but I'm not the main focus.

Thank you for accepting me for who I truly am ( cliche but true).

Love yaaaa. Let's Ace O's together :)

Didn't actually manage to take a picture with her today :( aww and to think I wore contacts...

PS ; I added two more photos to the back after the photo was taken :)

Last Official Week in SN

Time flies. 10 years of education spent in SN, my second home.

Need I say more?

Looking forward to physical geography night study tomorrow with Le no-plate tec gang, which constitutes of Allie Josephine and me :)

On another note, went for HOGC service which touched on stress management and all.

- have to actually believe in myself wholeheartedly ( mind and heart )

- place my focus on the ultimate goal ( not on past distractions such as hurt etc )

Almost impossible to summarise everything here but yup.

Will do more posts after O's I promise! ^^